no turkey. no pumpkin pie.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 - - 1 Comments

I missed my thanksgiving this year. Why? Because my work scheduled me to close the place down on both thanksgiving Sunday and Monday. Thanks guys! You've once again, shown your true colors and the fact that you don't care about anyone but yourselves. I didn't realize it was thanksgiving weekend until everyone started talking about it on Saturday, and by then, it was too late to try and get one of my shifts covered. That being said, I still tried! But who wants to take a shift on Thanksgiving. I think I'm one of 2 or 3 people who work there who missed the traditional family gathering this year because of bad scheduling. You know, I could care less about the food itself (although I loooove me some turkey, stuffing, & gravy) it's morely about the family time. My familys drifted a part it seems over the last few years. Thats the way it usually goes though when you hit my age. We grow up, some of us move out, so it's rare that we get to have a family dinner together, let alone on one of the most important days of the year to be thankful. Sunday was just my parents and brothers and loved ones... I worked. Monday, it was everyone. Brothers, parents, uncles, aunts, cousins, grandparents, loved ones, and I was at work. So again, I say thank you to my work. Someone needs to obviously take a course on how to properly make a schedule for your workplace. From what I hear, that person isn't sorry, and well, a little common sense and a little common decency couldn't hurt you. Not only did I miss one of my favorite meals of the year, and I missed seeing some family members I rarely ever get to see, BUT TO SERVE OTHER PEOPLE THEIR DINNERS! Boy am I thankful for that! Whoo! It's not like I work full hour days, 5 days a week, or anything. No. It's not like I would have appreciated a little respect, or an act of gratuity for the hard work I've put in over the year I've been there. I really, truly, feel honored and respected and appreciated at my work place.


So I found a plate of leftovers,and I got to eat at about, oh, 2am last night, after being heated up in the good ol microwave of course. It tastes the same right? 2am... because my family would still be awake right? I sat in my room, said my thank yous to god for the year, and ate my thanksgiving dinner. I tried to make it out to be the best I could possible. I tried to keep my mouth shut at work and be the better person. But I realized all along that the better person would have given me at least one of the two nights off, to spend with my loved ones. Just because you might not celebrate the act of being THANKFUL on THANKSGIVING, doesn't mean the rest of the WORLD doesn't.

Alright, and that's all I'm going to say. I don't think it's healthy it be this angry all the time. I'm going to let it go, but the grudge stays. I know that contradicts myself but whatever. I'll forgive, but I won't forget. It just sucks though. I just feel left out, and nobody likes to feel left out.

From what I hear, everyone had a great thanksgiving, and everyone is stuffed with turkey. For that, I'm happy :) Jealous..... but happy you're happy. I'm also very thankful for my health, family, friends, shelter, and everything else that makes me be the best of a person that I can possibly be. Don't get me wrong on that.

There's always christmas right??

.xmjw

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